so, I had this one best friend who got along with me fairly well despite our different taste in things. and I remember we would talk about the 'ifs' when we begin high school. Like, 'what if we're not even friends in high school?' and guess what, it became true. Which we really thought won't become true because we were really close during middle school.

BUT anyways, the reason why we're not best friends is a bit personal. To put it simply, her personality got annoying to me, and she was just very closed minded about things. This all began when she started dating guys, though. They say chicks before d!cks (or the other way around), but obviously some girls can't get that system in their head. At first, I of course congratulated her on her first relationship, but then that's all she would talk about. It's like, her whole world evolves around this guy of hers. And I can only take so much at a time. So you know, after she dated three or so guys, she changed, and my views on her also changed.

And now? We don't even talk anymore. Well, we do say 'hi' occasionally, but it's pretty much a drastic downhill from our old friendship. And she's getting pathetic because she's starting to date ONLINE. First, I was like 'okay, well online dating CAN work out if they're serious about it' but she just sounded obsessed with the guy and surprisingly ended up breaking up with him. And then she moved onto a REAL life dude, so I thought 'oh hey, maybe she's trying to get over the online dude,' but then she broke up with this real guy. And NOW, she's dating another online guy. UMMM, what is she doing? And I'm not trying to interferre with her personal dating life, but honestly, she looks stupid because she would write on his fb wall like the same exact lovey dovey words as she did with the first online guy. -______-; It just makes it look as if she wasn't even in LOVE with all of other guys she's dated so far. SIGHHHH.

Anyways, I hate it when people just GET OVER a guy or a girl and then get with another one right after. What's up with that? I thought when you get into a relationship, you're suppose to be seriously in love with the partner. Not just a fling you get over after an hour and going to another guy saying "I'm in love with you, and we're never going to break up~" please. save that for your first year anniversary.

Ahh, I totally forgot about my blog since I was busy with tumblr, hahahahah. I used to think tumblr was really boring until I found some really neat people to follow and all that fun stuff. BUT ANYWAYS, I never write my private life on tumblr and save it for blog spot, so it's all good.

I can't believe july is already ending and august is coming. That means I only have about one month of summer vacations left! crazy how time flies so fast and yet during school, one month feels like a year. Not faiiiir. Ahh. Feels like I didn't do anything special during summer.

So I don't know if anyone knows what tae bo is, but it's like a aerobic type of exercise that you follow with a video, haha. I think I'll try to keep up with that at least 4 times a week every morning and get in shape. I feel so like, gross sometimes just sitting on the couch watching TV. It's like I don't even feel like a girl anymore LOL. T_______T

And I'm trying to learn more vocabs because I suck at vocabs. So I'm reading Jane Eyre, which isn't all that bad but it has many unknown vocabs that I need to work on on every page, so woopeedoo for me. -____-;

okay well, this wasn't a very interesting post. Toodlessss.

So when I first got into k-pop, I remember the first performances I've watched and fell in love with is SE7EN's & BoA's. :D gosh those were the days when the whole k-pop wasn't filled with idol groups all over and songs weren't filled with auto-tunings. And then these two artists went out to America to debut, and there goes my interest in them. It's been so long since I've seen them perform! And just when I started to miss them really really much, they're both making their comebacks in korea <3SE7EN's new album is not really what I expected, since it's pretty much filled with clubbing music-style, but I'm just merely glad that he's back with a new album. His MV is *O*O* spazzable and I think he's digesting his new concept well. I'm really liking the "I'm Going Crazy", it really reminds me of his old songssss. And TOP features in one of his songs! YAYY this makes me a VERY happy fan girl, heh heh heh.

Today I overheard my mom speaking on the phone with her fellow workers from work. I mean, I didn't really mean to, but when she spoke so loudly I just couldn't help to listen in. I'm a quite nosy person, haha.

To say the least, my mom apparently got fired from her work today. Pretty pathetic reason too. My mom was trying to have someone else fill in for her work day this week because she has to go somewhere but nobody had the time. So she resorted to calling her manager, and the manager and her husband just b!tched out at her. Well I won't go into DETAILS on the phone call, but it's definitely the manager and her stupid husband being all weird and rude. How random is that? Because my mom would always tell me how her manager is nice. And the fact that the manager got mad just because my mom asked her to fill in for her just made her superbly mad, I guess. It's not even reasonable for her to be angry because she asked my mother numerous times during her free day to work for her. -_-;

Sigh, I just had to vent that out. I don't really know what to do to comfort her. I mean, she needs her job so that she can provide half of the income for our family along with my dad. I was actually happy nowadays knowing that nothing's going wrong with my parents' newly found jobs, but things just seem to go down hill again.

I didn't really want to post these personal blogs out in public's eyes, but I kind of felt like it because I don't think I have anyone else to vent these out to. Yes, of course, friends but they're too busy enjoying their summer to probably care as much. OKAY WELL that's the end of my EMOtional moment.

random, but I'm really liking SHINee's new album. A lot. I'm not that big of a fan of that group, but their songs always seem to be pretty good. I'll have to update my music on here with their songs. Just not now.

Before I sleep, I just want to talk about my weird dream that I had just last night.

Scene one:
so apparently I was in a line waiting to take a senior picture AGAIN. But this time they wanted it for the ID cards. Weird. So I was waiting and then freaked out completely because I pinned my bangs up accidentally due to hot weather and forgot it was picture day. I quickly readjusted my bangs which is probably looking like crap right when they called me up. AND the worst part was that it was OUTDOOR shoot -_- and everyone in line could see your stupid smile for the camera. BUT that wasn't the worst part. The worst part was that I supposedly forgot my "registration form for taking pictures" and the lady said I was forbidden to take the senior id card picture.

Scene two:
I got real pissed at the lady so while I was walking home, suddenly and super randomly, I go into this big mansion-like house and inside just looked like an empty hallway. But then I spotted this creepo man that was basically raping this innocent girl! (like wth?) so I suddenly went to him and took her away from him. But I started running away with the girl when he started chasing after me. Soon after that, I lost him but I also lost the girl. Don't know what's up with that.

Scene three:
I was at a super market (a ghetto looking one), and then the creeper rape dude was the cashier. I screamed.

THE END.
:)

Today was a productive day than other lazy days because I actually moved around a lot, hahahhaha. I woke up before 12am which like rarely happens nowadays. AND I got to hang out with my friends at a nearby mall.

So we just hung out at Borders for awhile, talking and "reading" some "books" (*coughMAGAZINEScough*). We were about to buy some drinks at the cafe inside, but turns out they were handing out free samples of cappuccinos. Yay for freebies!

After we went to eat out at a buffet nearby, but it was pretty expensive. Oh well. Randomly we met a guy from our school while we were eating. Ugh, what a bad timing. I hate it when I'm spotted EATING busily when I meet someone from school or whatever. Hahahah, I think it's just me. BUT ANYWAYS. After eating we went walking around few shops here and there.

Oh yeah, and I got a free two weeks pass at LA fitness randomly. Me and my friend was just walking around, but this guy just pulled us into the gym for a tour. It was nice inside, actually. I was planning to work out these days but didn't have a chance, but I think I might start now at the gym. The guy was pretty much a weirdo though. A true salesman, that's for sure. -.-. He acted all friendly then he's like "SO, INTERESTED IN SIGNING UP FOR THE MEMBERSHIP?!" sigh, of course. So we were just stuck with him for another fifteen minutes while he talked about what type of memberships there are and blah blah blah. And we were basically hypnotized to give him our phone numbers so he could remind us when to come for our free trial days. Great. Why did I not think before getting a tour.

Soo after that, we stopped for pinkberry for frozen yogurt. I HATE IT. hahahah, I mean I like frozen yogurt in general, just not that place's. I got coconut flavor since I'm a huge fan of it, but it tasted sour and ugh, idk, just not my type. SO YEAH THERE GOES MY TWO DOLLARS on that nasty cup of yogurt. ;/

Well, nothing really interesting to write about since this ended up being pretty darn boring, haha. Props to you if you read it through though! heh heh. Toodles!